04

Another day I guess. I'm so tired. We didn't talk yesterday, obviously because I didn't send a message. I'm trying my best to not think about you but I can't. I'm gonna keep pretending everything is ok and nothing happen. For you nothing really happened. I thought you really liked to talk to me, how can you change from night to day? I thought I was important to you. I thought I was something for you. I though I meant something. How could I have been so deceived? We don't even know each other for 3 mouths. It may look like I fell in love with you and that's true, I fell, not it the sense you may think, like "dating" or something, but I did. I have so many questions for you. But I know you're not gonna answer, you just gonna run from them. It may sound crazy, but one of the many times I was searching for answers to this, I found myself thinking «Did she felt "something" for me? And now she's tying to get away for me to forget that.» I know it's stupid. But I'm stupid too.
I wanna be with you so much. You might never know that.
I got to sleep and I dream with a hug from you. I want to fall asleep and wake up when you miss me.

And if you never do, I don't mind sleep until I die.

Wow. Such writer skills. Much poetic.Wow.