14/03/2016

14

I'm tired as fuck. Not feeling that much good to write anything here. I just wanna go back to the days we talk, and you wanted to talk. Maybe I should stop caring about you, maybe then you will miss me. Who am I trying to fool? You missing me? If I stop talking to you, you probably wouldn't even feel the difference.
Send me a hi, show me that you want me. We could hang out in these school break, we could to so much things together. I have these dreams where we hug and laugh, and for some reason sleep together sometimes. My subconscious is weird. I wanna feel your perfume again. I wanna hug you one more time. Please don't say you gave up on me, that would destroy me. Damn, when I'm tired I only say shit.
Putting my dreams and wishes aside. I wrote some lyrics thinking about you. They aren't the best but anyway. You might never read them thought.
Exhale

Once again I found you
Travelling in my thoughts
You made so much happy
But now Im back to my worst

And I can't
Believe how I fell again
I just wanna run
Happens every time
I should have expected this
How could I've been so blind

My old demons
You slaughtered them
But your distance is growing
And they are back again

Talking to you was the best of the day
Sometimes the only good
Please stay
Even though I've never deserved you

Both cold as fuck
But not cold enough
You melt my heart
And I pretended I was tough

You are a piece of art
Too much good for me
My stupid scribbles
Dont achieve half of your beauty

I give you my soul
Without I even know
You give me a 
"I dont wanna talk to you"
And then you go

And then I go
Back to sleep 
Cant sleep

I found myself cuddling with insomnia
Counting monsters to fall asleep
Telling them how much of a harmónia
We could both be

Inhale




I fucking hate you.
But I love you.