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As expected you sent me a message like nothing happened. You actually seem weird, just saying random stuff. And as expected I didn't said how sad I was and just pretend everything was a-ok. I want to say you look gorgeous in your last photo but I'm sure I'm just gonna be another saying it. I might say it anyway, I don't know. I'm not sure what to write here today to be honest. What else to say? Still questioning myself if I don't love you. Weird, I know. I'm like these because you made me happy and forget about stuff, but what if it's more? I hope not but maybe I'm in love and I just don't know yet. Nah, I don't think this can be called love. I don't have words to describe what it is though, but I really like you, I really like you to be honest. Again, you're the best thing that happened to me in a long time. Anyway, stupidity aside. You told me that the guy that you like found another girl, I hope you're fine about it. I don't believe you are as good as you shown but there's nothing I can do to cheer you up anyway, a month ago maybe, but not anymore. I wish though. Maybe one day I can pay you back and make you as happy as you once made me. I doubt that day will ever come to be honest.

If you liked me as much as I like you.

If you thought about me as much as I think about you.

Damn the feels.