I'm slowly starting to think less about you, at least for now. I wouldn't be surprised if all of a sudden I started thinking about 24/7 again. Every time I think about you I just feel sad, empty. I keep asking myself "why?" and "what did I did wrong?" You're the best thing that happened to me since my ex and I broke up. You made me forget about her. You made me happy. That's the difference between the way I look at you and the way you look at me. For me you were the difference, you did what nobody else, including myself, could. Even if just for two months. But for you, I did nothing. I was and I am just another guy you met and used to talk. I was ready to have full trust on you and talk about anything. I actually think I already did that to be honest. You said things. You said you trusted me a lot. You said you liked to talk to me. Now I'm wondering if you say that to all the guys you talk. I don't think you do, I don't think you are the kind of girl to do that. But I have my doubts. In the end I didn't really knew you. Or I did and I just hide it from myself. I'm so confused, so lost. In you I found hope.
21/03/2016
22
Your birthday was two days ago, and that was the only reason for us to talk. I hope everything went well and you had a great day.
I'm slowly starting to think less about you, at least for now. I wouldn't be surprised if all of a sudden I started thinking about 24/7 again. Every time I think about you I just feel sad, empty. I keep asking myself "why?" and "what did I did wrong?" You're the best thing that happened to me since my ex and I broke up. You made me forget about her. You made me happy. That's the difference between the way I look at you and the way you look at me. For me you were the difference, you did what nobody else, including myself, could. Even if just for two months. But for you, I did nothing. I was and I am just another guy you met and used to talk. I was ready to have full trust on you and talk about anything. I actually think I already did that to be honest. You said things. You said you trusted me a lot. You said you liked to talk to me. Now I'm wondering if you say that to all the guys you talk. I don't think you do, I don't think you are the kind of girl to do that. But I have my doubts. In the end I didn't really knew you. Or I did and I just hide it from myself. I'm so confused, so lost. In you I found hope.
But maybe there isn't any hope for people like me.
I'm slowly starting to think less about you, at least for now. I wouldn't be surprised if all of a sudden I started thinking about 24/7 again. Every time I think about you I just feel sad, empty. I keep asking myself "why?" and "what did I did wrong?" You're the best thing that happened to me since my ex and I broke up. You made me forget about her. You made me happy. That's the difference between the way I look at you and the way you look at me. For me you were the difference, you did what nobody else, including myself, could. Even if just for two months. But for you, I did nothing. I was and I am just another guy you met and used to talk. I was ready to have full trust on you and talk about anything. I actually think I already did that to be honest. You said things. You said you trusted me a lot. You said you liked to talk to me. Now I'm wondering if you say that to all the guys you talk. I don't think you do, I don't think you are the kind of girl to do that. But I have my doubts. In the end I didn't really knew you. Or I did and I just hide it from myself. I'm so confused, so lost. In you I found hope.
