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I miss talking to you. I know that when you want to talk you talk, and if you didn't did it yet is because you don't want to. I hope everything is fine with you. Can't lie, I'm a bit worried. I hope you got someone to talk and to cheer you up, you probably have. I don't but it's ok. The days feel all the same without you. Talking with you was the best part of my days to be honest.
Damn. The photo you post the other day, you're so beautiful. My friends thought the same but I just told them that you weren't ugly or something like that. Last thing I want is them thinking I like you or want something with you. But to be honest I couldn't stop looking at it.
I just hope the day when you finally send me a message you don't pretend nothing happened. I hate that, I don't work like that. I hope that you explain everything but I know that ain't gonna happen. I know you gonna come talk to me like you didn't passed days ignoring me, if you do that I should tell you the truth and say I'm mad or something. But if I do it I'm afraid you stop talking to me again, so as the weak person I am, I'm gonna pretend it's fine. You probably don't care if I get mad or not though. I wish you send me a "hi, how are you" so I can say "I'm fine and you?" and I can finally know how you are even if don't know how sad I feel. I miss someone who passes the whole day texting me, cheering me up, making me forget about the bad stuff.

I miss you.