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It's been like 3 days since the last time we talked, it feels like a week or more to be honest. I don't want to annoy no more. I didn't send more messages and so didn't you, not that I was expecting you to do it. I knew you wouldn't send. Why would you? I don't know, maybe not talking to you is the best. I just feel so sad when I think about you. I hide it from everyone. I hide how much I need and miss you. But the sadness consumes me. I'm back at it again, everything is back to normal. To my normal. The emptiness is back. I feel dead again. Even some thoughts about my ex are coming back. I want to feel alive, like you made me feel months ago. I need you.